When you’re young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You look before you leap and sometimes you don’t leap at all because there’s not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there’s no saftey net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?- Sex and the City

How come I’m only 17 and I feel like this?

Sure I have my family and friends but in reality nobody can save you from your own feelings.  If that makes any sense to you guys.